When you keep on thinking the worst, the reality shouldn’t hurt you that much, right?
I used to think that I wasn’t the priority and as much as it sucks, I told myself it was fine. But after hearing those words from him, the pain just rushed into me. Hearing him say I wasnt really the priority. That he just wan forget bout me when he’s having fun sucks. Just because he thought it will be us til we grow old so he’s making the most out of his teenage life to the extent of forgetting that I exist is such a lame reason. It sucks knowing that. It sucks hearing him say those words. I just wan back off from his life so he could just have fun. Psh. Screw love.
Alam niyo ba kung anong pinakamaganda pagkatapos niyong mag-away?
‘Yun ‘yung pagpapalitan niyo ng “sorry” at puro lambingan na. Matapos ng pagpapataasan niyo ng pride, isa sa inyo ang makakaisip magbaba at makaka-realize naman ‘yung isa. Hindi ba’t nakakakilig ‘yung ganun? Na kahit nag-aaway…
Bakit ba ganun? Sa umpisa lang ba masaya yung isang relationship? Kung dati, parati kaming nag-uusap at masaya yung pag-uusap namin. Ngayon, minsan na nga lang kami nagkaka-usap ng matino, nag-aaway pa. Himala na siguro yung isang araw na hindi kami nag-aaway. Mahirap lang talaga ihandle lalo na…
I don’t know, but I miss you. I have no idea what happened to us. We just stopped talking out of nowhere. It’s been awhile since we’ve had a decent conversation and I really miss talking to you, but I can’t do anything about it because you’re already gone. Our friendship already ended and it sucks because I have so much to tell you, but I can’t. I just miss you.
@ivan_israita’s name doodled in laser graffiti at Shanghai science and technology museum. ❤👍💋❤🇨🇳 (at Shanghai | 上海市)
@ivan_israita’s name doodled in laser graffiti at Shanghai science and technology museum. <3 (at Shanghai | 上海市)