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"One day you’ll look back on this and realize just how much I cared and just how badly you fucked up."
-Midnight thoughts (I would have done anything for you)
"

I’m thinking about something. I’m not sure if I’m just thinking it or I’m feeling it already?

Isn’t it confusing? You’re always on my mind and even in my dreams. Is it because I like you already? I don’t know, I’m not sure.

I’m afraid to like you or worse, to love you because I don’t know if you’ll catch me when I fall. The way you act around me is so confusing. Sometimes, you act like as if you like me, other times, it seems like I’m just a stranger to you.

I’m scared that If you continue to stuck in my head, I might not just like you, maybe I will like you even more.

"
-M // confused (via rainbowwithtears)
"Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness."
-Isaiah Henkel  (via lovequotesrus)
lovequotesrus:


Everything you love is here

lovequotesrus:

Everything you love is here

I did my best…

I had my exam this afternoon.

I practically stayed up late or not that late but i did study. I freaking tried to memorize all the freaking vectors, interventions, and what so ever but i think i wasnt able to make it. Again…

Im not feeling bad after the exam which is actually bad since i want to feel bad. Im paying thousands here. T.T

God bless that exam tho..

Uhuh.

This could be fun or extremely sad 1: Name - Hyn :) 2: Age - 21 3: 3 Fears - Failing. - Falling. - Forgetting 4: 3 things I love -Read -Eat -Write 5: 4 turns on -Neat -Intelligent -Respectful -Handsome duh 6: 4 turns off - Smoker - irresponsible - Feeler - Aint respectful 7: My best friend - Nah. 8: Sexual orientation - Whatcha think? 9: My best first date - back when i was in 3rd year HS. 10: How tall am I - 5’4” 11: What do I miss - the feeling of being better 12: What time were I born - 9:23 13: Favorite color - Black 14: Do I have a crush - None 15: Favorite quote - It will happen in time 16: Favorite place - England 17: Favorite food- Many to mention 18: Do I use sarcasm- Always 19: What am I listening to right now- None 20: First thing I notice in new person - Eyes 21: Shoe size- 9 22: Eye color- Black 23: Hair color - Black 24: Favorite style of clothing - Uhm. Nothing in particular. 25: Ever done a prank call? - Yup. 27: Meaning behind my URL - Bitterness overload. 28: Favorite movie - The last song. 29: Favorite song - All of Me. 30: Favorite band - The Script. 31: How I feel right now - Good. 32: Someone I love - None. 33: My current relationship status - Single! 34: My relationship with my parents 35: Favorite holiday - christmas? lol. 36: Tattoos and piercing i have - None 37: Tattoos and piercing i want - None. 38: The reason I joined Tumblr - Blog. 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - i dont think so. 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - Not anymore. 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - No. 42: When did I last hold hands? - ha. forgotten memories. 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - 45mins-1hr 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?- Nope. 45: Where am I right now? - Bed. 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - No one. Lol 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - Reasonable. 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? 49: Am I excited for anything? - idk. 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - No one. 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - Always 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - Yesterday. 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?- Kthnxbye 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - Yup. 55: What is something I disliked about today? - Its a long day filled with examinatio 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Brad Pitt. 🙊 57: What do I think about most? - Future. 58: What’s my strangest talent? - i can write. lol 59: Do I have any strange phobias? - No. 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Behind. 61: What was the last lie I told? - Im happy. l 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Phons. 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Ghost, yeah. Alien… Unless its from Lorein. 64: Do I believe in magic? - No 65: Do I believe in luck? - Yeah. 66: What’s the weather like right now?- Cold. Gloomy. 67: What was the last book I’ve read? - NTBTAG. 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?- Uhuh. 69: Do I have any nicknames? -Yep 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? - broken bone. lol 71: Do I spend money or save it? spend 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - No. 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - Yus. 74: Favorite animal? - None 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - StuDYING. 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Idk 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - All of Me. 78: How can you win my heart? - Be better than him. 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? Ha. \m/ 80: What is my favorite word? - Whatever. 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - Its all about him. 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - nothing. 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?- No. 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?- Invisibility 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - Isk. 86: What is my current desktop picture?- Sweden 87: Had sex?- Nope 88: Bought condoms?- Never 89: Gotten pregnant?- No. 90: Failed a class?- Yeah. 91: Kissed a boy?- Uh. 92: Kissed a girl?- Duh. 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?- No 94: Had job? -Yup 95: Left the house without my wallet?-Yup 96: Bullied someone on the internet? - None 97: Had sex in public?- Ew. 98: Played on a sports team? - No. 99: Smoked weed? - Neve 100: Did drugs? - Duh 101: Smoked cigarettes?- Never 102: Drank alcohol?- Yup. 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? -Vegan? 104: Been overweight?- 105: Been underweight? 106: Been to a wedding? - Yup 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?- Yup. 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? -Yup 109: Been outside my home country? - Yup. 110: Gotten my heart broken? - Yup 111: Been to a professional sports game? - Yup 112: Broken a bone? - yup 113: Cut myself?- Yup 114: Been to prom?- Yup 115: Been in airplane? - Yup 116: Fly by helicopter?- Nope 117: What concerts have I been to? - Manyy 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Nope 119: Learned another language?- Yep 120: Wore make up? - Yep 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - No 122: Had oral sex?-No 123: Dyed my hair?- Uhuh 124: Voted in a presidential election? - Nope 125: Rode in an ambulance?-Yus 126: Had a surgery?- Yus 127: Met someone famous?- Yup? 128: Stalked someone on a social network? -Yeah 129: Peed outside?- Outside of the house? 130: Been fishing?-Nope 131: Helped with charity?- yUp 132: Been rejected by a crush?- Uhu 133: Broken a mirror?-Yup 134: What do I want for birthday?- Happiness

"If you don’t end up smiling while you are kissing someone, you are probably kissing the wrong person."
-I wish I learned this before (via lil-plant-princess)
"I won’t beg someone to love me. I learned long ago that there is no use in hopeless pleas of trying to make someone stay. I am too good to chase someone who does not know my worth and I am too wild to keep waiting for someone who doesn’t acknowledge my value. I want to be loved unconditionally. I shouldn’t have to fight so hard for it. I do not have the time to prove to someone that I am worth it. I shouldn’t have to prove any of that; I am worth more than that."
-

Ming D. Liu, A Story A Day #138 

(via harukimuracallme)


This could be fun or extremely sad
  • 1: Name
  • 2: Age
  • 3: 3 Fears
  • 4: 3 things I love
  • 5: 4 turns on
  • 6: 4 turns off
  • 7: My best friend
  • 8: Sexual orientation
  • 9: My best first date
  • 10: How tall am I
  • 11: What do I miss
  • 12: What time were I born
  • 13: Favorite color
  • 14: Do I have a crush
  • 15: Favorite quote
  • 16: Favorite place
  • 17: Favorite food
  • 18: Do I use sarcasm
  • 19: What am I listening to right now
  • 20: First thing I notice in new person
  • 21: Shoe size
  • 22: Eye color
  • 23: Hair color
  • 24: Favorite style of clothing
  • 25: Ever done a prank call?
  • 27: Meaning behind my URL
  • 28: Favorite movie
  • 29: Favorite song
  • 30: Favorite band
  • 31: How I feel right now
  • 32: Someone I love
  • 33: My current relationship status
  • 34: My relationship with my parents
  • 35: Favorite holiday
  • 36: Tattoos and piercing i have
  • 37: Tattoos and piercing i want
  • 38: The reason I joined Tumblr
  • 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
  • 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
  • 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
  • 42: When did I last hold hands?
  • 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
  • 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
  • 45: Where am I right now?
  • 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
  • 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
  • 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
  • 49: Am I excited for anything?
  • 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
  • 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
  • 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
  • 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
  • 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
  • 55: What is something I disliked about today?
  • 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 57: What do I think about most?
  • 58: What’s my strangest talent?
  • 59: Do I have any strange phobias?
  • 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 61: What was the last lie I told?
  • 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 64: Do I believe in magic?
  • 65: Do I believe in luck?
  • 66: What's the weather like right now?
  • 67: What was the last book I've read?
  • 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
  • 69: Do I have any nicknames?
  • 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
  • 71: Do I spend money or save it?
  • 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
  • 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
  • 74: Favorite animal?
  • 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
  • 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
  • 78: How can you win my heart?
  • 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
  • 80: What is my favorite word?
  • 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
  • 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
  • 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
  • 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
  • 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 86: What is my current desktop picture?
  • 87: Had sex?
  • 88: Bought condoms?
  • 89: Gotten pregnant?
  • 90: Failed a class?
  • 91: Kissed a boy?
  • 92: Kissed a girl?
  • 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
  • 94: Had job?
  • 95: Left the house without my wallet?
  • 96: Bullied someone on the internet?
  • 97: Had sex in public?
  • 98: Played on a sports team?
  • 99: Smoked weed?
  • 100: Did drugs?
  • 101: Smoked cigarettes?
  • 102: Drank alcohol?
  • 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
  • 104: Been overweight?
  • 105: Been underweight?
  • 106: Been to a wedding?
  • 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
  • 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
  • 109: Been outside my home country?
  • 110: Gotten my heart broken?
  • 111: Been to a professional sports game?
  • 112: Broken a bone?
  • 113: Cut myself?
  • 114: Been to prom?
  • 115: Been in airplane?
  • 116: Fly by helicopter?
  • 117: What concerts have I been to?
  • 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
  • 119: Learned another language?
  • 120: Wore make up?
  • 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
  • 122: Had oral sex?
  • 123: Dyed my hair?
  • 124: Voted in a presidential election?
  • 125: Rode in an ambulance?
  • 126: Had a surgery?
  • 127: Met someone famous?
  • 128: Stalked someone on a social network?
  • 129: Peed outside?
  • 130: Been fishing?
  • 131: Helped with charity?
  • 132: Been rejected by a crush?
  • 133: Broken a mirror?
  • 134: What do I want for birthday?
  • FUCKING DO IT
This could be fun or extremely sad
  • 1: Name
  • 2: Age
  • 3: 3 Fears
  • 4: 3 things I love
  • 5: 4 turns on
  • 6: 4 turns off
  • 7: My best friend
  • 8: Sexual orientation
  • 9: My best first date
  • 10: How tall am I
  • 11: What do I miss
  • 12: What time were I born
  • 13: Favorite color
  • 14: Do I have a crush
  • 15: Favorite quote
  • 16: Favorite place
  • 17: Favorite food
  • 18: Do I use sarcasm
  • 19: What am I listening to right now
  • 20: First thing I notice in new person
  • 21: Shoe size
  • 22: Eye color
  • 23: Hair color
  • 24: Favorite style of clothing
  • 25: Ever done a prank call?
  • 27: Meaning behind my URL
  • 28: Favorite movie
  • 29: Favorite song
  • 30: Favorite band
  • 31: How I feel right now
  • 32: Someone I love
  • 33: My current relationship status
  • 34: My relationship with my parents
  • 35: Favorite holiday
  • 36: Tattoos and piercing i have
  • 37: Tattoos and piercing i want
  • 38: The reason I joined Tumblr
  • 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
  • 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
  • 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
  • 42: When did I last hold hands?
  • 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
  • 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
  • 45: Where am I right now?
  • 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
  • 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
  • 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
  • 49: Am I excited for anything?
  • 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
  • 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
  • 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
  • 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
  • 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
  • 55: What is something I disliked about today?
  • 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 57: What do I think about most?
  • 58: What’s my strangest talent?
  • 59: Do I have any strange phobias?
  • 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 61: What was the last lie I told?
  • 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 64: Do I believe in magic?
  • 65: Do I believe in luck?
  • 66: What's the weather like right now?
  • 67: What was the last book I've read?
  • 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
  • 69: Do I have any nicknames?
  • 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
  • 71: Do I spend money or save it?
  • 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
  • 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
  • 74: Favorite animal?
  • 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
  • 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
  • 78: How can you win my heart?
  • 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
  • 80: What is my favorite word?
  • 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr
  • 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
  • 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
  • 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
  • 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 86: What is my current desktop picture?
  • 87: Had sex?
  • 88: Bought condoms?
  • 89: Gotten pregnant?
  • 90: Failed a class?
  • 91: Kissed a boy?
  • 92: Kissed a girl?
  • 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
  • 94: Had job?
  • 95: Left the house without my wallet?
  • 96: Bullied someone on the internet?
  • 97: Had sex in public?
  • 98: Played on a sports team?
  • 99: Smoked weed?
  • 100: Did drugs?
  • 101: Smoked cigarettes?
  • 102: Drank alcohol?
  • 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
  • 104: Been overweight?
  • 105: Been underweight?
  • 106: Been to a wedding?
  • 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
  • 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
  • 109: Been outside my home country?
  • 110: Gotten my heart broken?
  • 111: Been to a professional sports game?
  • 112: Broken a bone?
  • 113: Cut myself?
  • 114: Been to prom?
  • 115: Been in airplane?
  • 116: Fly by helicopter?
  • 117: What concerts have I been to?
  • 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
  • 119: Learned another language?
  • 120: Wore make up?
  • 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
  • 122: Had oral sex?
  • 123: Dyed my hair?
  • 124: Voted in a presidential election?
  • 125: Rode in an ambulance?
  • 126: Had a surgery?
  • 127: Met someone famous?
  • 128: Stalked someone on a social network?
  • 129: Peed outside?
  • 130: Been fishing?
  • 131: Helped with charity?
  • 132: Been rejected by a crush?
  • 133: Broken a mirror?
  • 134: What do I want for birthday?
  • FUCKING DO IT

vinylsandnoir:

Never stop working on yourself both mentally and physically. You’ll start to wake up in better moods. Which will lead to better days, months, and years. You don’t have to have a crazy diet or workout routine. Eat fresh foods when you can. Take walks for the hell of it. Read books that cause you to question everything. Oh and question everything, and don’t forget to love yourself.

"When people say ‘This is my baby,’ they don’t always mean a baby. Sometimes they mean a dog."
-A Somali student, on what has surprised her most about the United States. (via hanaiji)
"I am not a one in a million kind of girl. I am a once in a lifetime kind of woman."
-(via jilbabstyle)